lemon ruth

i’ve got these new sharp edges. 
if i were to give you a reason it’s that i am the sum total of 1000 destructive moments, self-inflicted and otherwise.  shards of something fragile, if you will.
i talk about the calendar like it was a book i’ve read too many times and now know the characters so well […]

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i need my family.  NEED. 
it’s been about 6 months now.  and really–6 of the most difficult months of my life.  so much has happened.  so so much.  my heart has been beaten to a pulp recently.  isn’t it frustrating how it all happens at once?  life is a fucking deluge sometimes. 
at any rate, in two weeks […]

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